What could you let go of, for the sake of harmony?
PROSE – RANDOM THOUGHT/ DAILY PROMPT
I constantly think the monster I reside within is in control of every decision I make. I’m aware this doesn’t make sense to most, but I will my best to have make sense. Before I’ve blogged about being my monster’s prisoner. However, in that post, I wasn’t exactly truthful. I didn’t exactly tell it straight. I played with words rearranged them for the sake of cleverness or for the sake of attempting of being cool.
The truth can be the hardest hammer known. Or touch with the gentliest touch. The gentle touch, part is something I read about somewhere. I’d would like to think it exists, but unfortunately it hasn’t been my experience.
Today, I realized something about myself. Accepting the truth of is one of the most painful things I’ve experinced in awhile. I’d like to walk upon a Djinn, so they could grant me three wishes. However, I only need one. I’d wish I could someone worthy of respect and be treated with dignity.
Yet, I know it. doesn’t work that way. I can’t rid of my monster side. Nor, can I even hid it. For it’s all that I am. I would gladly surrender it for the sake of harmony
Memoirs of Madness 
Very honest…nice reflection, honesty Can be so difficult.
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I like that. Thanks for sharing.
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Yes, we have been defined by others. A parent, a friend, a lover. Maybe even mass media and the history books we’ve read. Still. The definition of a rose is not the experience of seeing, holding and smelling one in the field.
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Your honesty deserves great respect. I’ve always thought of myself as a good Christian, yet when it comes to trials, my go to is whining, complaining and snapping. I’m so very thankful that God is compassionate, full of Grace and Mercy.
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Your honesty deserves great respect.
I’ve always thought myself to be a good Christian. Yet, when trials happen, my go to response is often whining, hiding or snapping. Thankfully, God is compassionate, full of Grace and Mercy.
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Sir, I applaud your ass…it takes balls to speak so freely of your monster…that alone deserves respect…so from one monster to another, I am glad you’re here…
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Thank you I appreciate you. Sometimes, I unplug and speak plainly. Perhaps, I should do it more. It felt good.
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