The Watcher – Macro Monday


Marlow started staring at the corner three nights after we buried my mother.

Not the window. Not the door. The corner.

There was nothing there except two walls meeting behind an old floor lamp I had inherited from her because apparently grief came with furniture. The lamp hadn’t worked in years, but I kept forgetting to throw it away, which was how most of my mother’s things had survived her.

The first night, I didn’t think anything of it.

Cats stare at things.

They stare at dust. They stare at insects. They stare at walls with the solemn concentration of priests deciphering scripture. Once, I watched Marlow spend forty minutes studying a grocery bag before climbing inside and falling asleep. I wasn’t about to assign cosmic significance to the habits of an animal who occasionally became frightened by his own tail.

But the second night he was there again.

Same place.

Same position.

Front paws together. Body perfectly still. Eyes fixed on the corner.

“Marlow.”

His ears moved toward me.

His eyes didn’t.

I followed his gaze.

Nothing.

“Good talk.”

I went to bed.

The third night I woke at 3:17 because something had knocked over a glass in the kitchen.

At least, that’s what I told myself.

I lay there listening to the house settle around me. Pipes contracting. Refrigerator humming. Wind worrying something loose along the gutter. The collection of ordinary noises every old house makes when it wants to remind you that silence doesn’t actually exist.

Then I heard Marlow growl.

I’d owned him eleven years.

I had never heard him growl.

I found him in the living room.

He wasn’t sitting anymore.

His belly was pressed against the floor. His shoulders were raised. Every strand of fur along his spine stood rigid.

He was staring at the corner.

I turned on the light.

Nothing.

I walked over and put my hand against the wall.

Cold.

Not cool.

Cold.

The kind of cold that hurts your teeth.

Marlow hissed.

I jerked my hand away.

“Okay.”

He looked at me then.

Just for a second.

There was something in his expression I didn’t like. Something beyond fear. I know people say we project human emotions onto animals, and they’re probably right, but I knew that cat.

Marlow wasn’t afraid.

He was warning me.

I unplugged the lamp.

I don’t know why.

It hadn’t worked since 2019.

The bulb flashed.

Once.

Marlow screamed.

I stumbled backward hard enough to knock a photograph from the wall. The frame struck the hardwood and broke. By the time I looked toward the corner again, Marlow was gone.

The lamp was dark.

I found him beneath my bed twenty minutes later.

He wouldn’t come out.

The photograph on the floor was of my mother.

Of course it was.

I left it there until morning.

For the next four nights, Marlow refused to enter the living room.

On the fifth, he returned to his spot.

Sat down.

Watched the corner.

Whatever had frightened him apparently wasn’t frightening anymore.

That should have made me feel better.

It didn’t.

Because now, every night at exactly 3:17, Marlow walks into the living room and sits facing that dead lamp.

Sometimes his tail moves.

Sometimes his ears twitch.

Once, I swear he purred.

Last night, I sat beside him.

We stayed there together for almost an hour.

Nothing happened.

Eventually I felt ridiculous and stood to leave.

That’s when Marlow looked up at me.

Then back toward the corner.

And from somewhere behind the dead lamp, my mother whispered,

“He can see me.”

Marlow blinked.

Slowly.

Then he looked at me again.

And for the first time since this started, I understood.

He hadn’t been watching the corner.

He’d been watching her.

And judging by the way his eyes moved toward the empty chair beside me—

she wasn’t alone.

Last on the Card – October 2023

PHOTOGRAPHY

Here is my response to Bushboy’s Last on the Card

Samsung Galaxy S22 Ultra

Playing around during break

I did a lot work with my cell phone camera last month. More than I usually do. I always have it on it with me, so there is a convenience factor. But, I wanted to capture ordinary things and see if I could make a decent shot with the photos.

Nikon D3200

First shots with this Macro Lens attachment

Yeah, I’m struggling with understanding how macro photography works. I probably should have done more research before I brought something. However, I get these wild hairs from time to time and do things willy-nilly. I do it ain’t right. The Madre said it’s understandable from now and again, but get that it check.

Wordless Wednesday – 08232023

PHOTOGRAPHY – PHOTO CHALLENGE

My submission for Hugh’s Views & News blog, Wordless Wednesday post.