What makes you nervous?
I never intended for things to be this way. What I mean is things just sort of happened or turned out this way. Most of my life has been spent in the service of others. I wish I could say when I was child I made some declaration of altruism, but I can’t. Looking back, I fail to detect the presence of nobility.
I’ve no regrets about how I spent most life. I made and make plenty mistakes. Despite my shortcomings and best efforts, all I have done, and will do amounts to nothing.
The thing that messes with me, I realize I may be the only one who feels the efforts of my life amounts to nothing.
Now, this thought makes me nervous. ..
Yalnız değilsiniz. Bazen aynı şeyleri hissediyorum. Belki de yanımızdan koşup giden şeylere aldırmamak lazım. Ne diyor şair ” hayat kısa, kuşlar uçup gidiyor”
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Indeed…thank you for reading.
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