
I didn’t mean to close the blinds that early. It just felt like the day had been staring at me too long. The sun was still up when I pulled the cord, but the room fell into that soft, artificial dusk that screens love. The monitor glowed in the corner like a small, patient moon. Notifications flickered. Messages stacked. The world outside kept moving, but in here, everything slowed to a crawl.
I told myself I’d open the blinds again once I finished what I was doing. But the task stretched, and the light faded, and the room settled into a kind of digital twilight. Hours passed. Maybe more. Time gets strange when the only light in the room comes from a rectangle. At some point, I realized I hadn’t heard anything from outside. No cars. No footsteps. No neighbors arguing. Not even the wind. Just the low hum of electronics and the faint ringing in my ears that comes from too much silence.
I stood up and walked to the window. My hand hovered over the cord. And I froze. Because on the other side of the blinds, I heard breathing. Not loud. Not aggressive. Just… present. Slow. Measured. Like someone standing inches away, waiting for me to pull the blinds open.
I stepped back. The breathing stopped. I waited. Nothing. I told myself it was the house settling. Or the wind. Or my imagination. The mind does strange things when it’s been staring at a screen too long. I sat back down, but the glow of the monitor felt harsher now, like it was watching me instead of the other way around.
A message popped up. “Are you still there?” No name. No icon. Just the question. I didn’t answer. Another message appeared. “You should open the blinds.” My throat tightened. I typed back: Who is this? The reply came instantly. “You.”
I pushed away from the desk so fast the chair rolled into the wall. My pulse hammered in my ears. I stared at the screen, waiting for another message, but nothing came. The room felt smaller. The air felt heavier. The silence felt intentional.
I walked back to the window, slower this time. My fingers brushed the cord. The blinds rattled softly, like something on the other side had touched them at the same moment. I whispered, “Who’s there?” Silence. Then, faintly, the breathing returned.
I didn’t open them. Not yet. Instead, I walked to the kitchen, trying to shake the feeling. The house felt wrong — too quiet, too still, like it was holding its breath. I poured a glass of water, but the sound of it hitting the glass felt unnaturally loud, like it was echoing in a space much larger than my home.
When I returned to the room, the monitor was off.
I hadn’t turned it off.
I tapped the mouse. Nothing. I pressed the power button. Nothing. The screen stayed black, but in the reflection, I saw movement behind me — a faint shift, like someone stepping out of the corner.
I spun around. The room was empty.
I turned back to the monitor. A single line of text glowed faintly, as if written beneath the surface of the screen:
“You can’t hide from yourself forever.”
The lights flickered. The air grew colder. The breathing — the one from behind the blinds — grew louder, but now it wasn’t coming from the window. It was coming from the walls. From the floor. From the dark corners of the room.
I reached for the blinds again, desperate to let in any kind of light, but the cord snapped in my hand. The blinds didn’t move. The room dimmed further, as if the darkness itself was thickening.
I backed away, but the floor felt soft under my feet, like I was stepping on something that wasn’t entirely solid. The walls seemed to pulse, faintly, like they were breathing with me — or against me.
The monitor flickered again. A new message appeared:
“Look.”
I didn’t want to. But I did.
The blinds began to rise on their own, inch by inch, the slats parting with a slow, deliberate motion. I felt my stomach drop. I wanted to run, but my legs wouldn’t move.
When the blinds finally opened, the world outside was gone.
No street. No houses. No sky.
Just a vast, empty expanse of static — like the world had been erased, pixel by pixel, until nothing remained but noise.
And in the reflection on the glass, I saw myself.
But not exactly.
The figure had my shape, my posture, my outline — but its face was blurred, smeared like a corrupted file. Its head tilted slowly, unnaturally, as if studying me. Then it stepped closer in the reflection, even though nothing moved in the room behind me.
I stumbled back, but the reflection didn’t. It stayed close to the glass, watching me with a face that refused to form.
Then — and this is the part that still makes my skin crawl — the reflection flinched.
Not me. Not my body. Not my muscles.
The reflection.
It jerked back like something had startled it, like something behind me had moved. But nothing had. Nothing I could see.
The monitor chimed again.
“May you forever be archaic.”
The lights went out.
The static outside surged forward, swallowing the window, the walls, the room — and the last thing I heard before everything dissolved was the sound of breathing, inches from my ear.
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