
Personal Reflection:
Camus wrote about survival the way other people write about prayer — quiet, desperate, honest. This line isn’t optimism; it’s recognition. The “invincible summer” isn’t sunshine or ease. It’s that small, stubborn warmth that refuses to die when everything else has gone cold. The kind that hums low inside you when the world stops making sense.
We all have winters — the kind that steal color from the days and reason from the mind. They teach you what kind of strength doesn’t show up in photographs. Not the loud kind. The enduring kind.
There’s a point where you stop asking the cold to end and start asking what it’s trying to show you. Because winter, for all its ache, has its own truth: clarity. No noise. No camouflage. Just the bare structure of what remains when everything unnecessary has fallen away.
You learn that the warmth you were waiting for doesn’t come from outside. It’s generated from friction — the rub of loss against gratitude, despair against endurance. You realize that light isn’t something you chase; it’s something you protect. And sometimes, the act of protecting it is the only faith you have left.
When everything feels stripped bare — that’s when you meet yourself without decoration. No roles. No noise. Just the raw pulse of being alive. That pulse is your summer. It’s been there all along.
The beauty of surviving winter isn’t in forgetting the cold — it’s in remembering you carried heat through it. That you were the shelter you needed. You don’t come out of it the same. You come out tempered. Clear-eyed. Grateful.
Camus wasn’t promising endless sunshine. He was saying: You are not as breakable as you feared. The world can freeze around you, but somewhere beneath it, something inside keeps blooming — steady, defiant, alive.
That’s your invincible summer. You don’t find it; you become it.
Reflective Prompt:
What has your winter taught you — and what quiet warmth have you been carrying all along, even when you thought it was gone?
I moved from Africa to Canada in my twenties. Everything I thought I knew about winter changed in an instant. Thirty some years later winter weighs heavily on me. My thoughts are surrounded by fantasies of snowbirding, flying to Cape Town for six weeks- and not coming back until the butter melts. In all these years I’ve never learned to embrace the bitter cold.
Cold
Dark
Depressive
Sad.
How do you do it?
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